This world is very realistic

So long as know your true features or some reason
They will at once gradually leave you
Reason leaves slowly with various
Then gradually to forgot has this friend
Otherwise you ask he knows this person
He will answer this is who
Well cruel reality
I have a few of best friend left gradually already
Those say me is his good friend before,that was also leaving
Good reality friend
Could not blame them
That was right
But I just sad...

Tired..

When I'm woke up,had tears discover on my eyes..
I'm so hard to woke up in these few day..
I didn't get nightmare..no sweets dream also..
But i was fall my tears..
I'm so toilsome..in everythings...
When i am slept on my bed..
I can don't think everything in my mind..
That time is relax..
Sleeping are good for me..
But not enough to me also..
Even if i slept more,there vexed to be always one by one arise again..
It can only suppress vexed that is chat with you..
But when i know you leave me..
All trouble are back to me..
Now I am missing you..your tone,your face,your figure,your message,your solicitude..