My NEW life?

BLOGGER? MYSJ? MSN? FACEBOOK?
Long time i didn't open about the website..
I am just only open the computer and receive twitter and check what super junior doing..
And vote for the kpop..
Since the holiday start i work until now..
Never tried before every morning woke up in 8..
And slept in 12..
And my life is so normal right now..
My breakfast lunch and dinner is all ate in normal time..
Not like before..My breakfast is together with lunch,dinner together with breakfast or sometime missed it..
Now the holiday is close to end..The feeling " start school again " is again occurs in my mind..
But is already a habit when every end in a year..So take it easy man =)


My family is work in whole day,no one is free to get me finish school..So i will take bus every schoolday,and go to the shop of dad,and help him work..Its okay,i know i will earn money from the work everyday..
But i really boring in the shop..And i not so like the place..Its so dirty..
And in weekend saturday and sunday,i will go help my mum's florist..
It is begin my work life yea >.<

Just do my best in school and work together..And hope my best friend will get well soon..
I will encourage and be with you until the end =) So you no need to worry.. I will be with you in the all time =)

I learnt somethings again~

I learnt something again~
That is don't make regret and just do it ^__^
Be brave and say everything you want to say,
be brave and do everything you want to do =)
We just have one life~
One life,not so many time~
Inside the life we need to get busniness,get love,get money,get what you want~
All also need TIME~
One life is not enought ..

I maked too many regret before,
And I AM REALLY SO REGRET NOW!!
So i want discards regret right now~
I want say everything i want to say,
do everything i want to do~
Just be a brave girl,what also do~

Try to think,you want say the three words " I LOVE YOU"..
Is the difficult things before i thought~
But think it,if you don't want to say..Is NO MORE time to let you say it..
Come on,just let the people know you are loving him/her..
Don't be shame,because it is what we want to let him/her to know~

And i want to tell..
Ever this is need more brave,but we still want to say~
Because this is really no more time to let you think and say =)
So .............
I take the brave right now.............
And open the MSN to tell you now....
Today i want to tell you "I LOVE YOU"!!
No matter still can make friend,but i just want to say it^_____^


FIGHTING KARKAR!!!!

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Everybody...
I .......
SAID IT!!!!!!^______^
hahahahahahahahaha =D

Just now till now...
My hands is trembling....
now also =='''
OMG i can't believe i said it ^____^
KARKAR IS THE BRAVE GIRL IN THE WORLD!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA =D

I learnt something..

This few week..I learnt something important..
That it is MONEY!
Life need money,without money without life..
This is what i learnt~

Really important "for me maybe"..
The feeling cannot get something really suck ==''
So bad.. >.< Kept money is a very difficult thing for me ..
Why i changed to like this =='' I don't know..
Maybe...
I'm rebel now?
I'm greedy for money?
I do not know enough?
Maybe.....All because of this~

After it,my mum&sis is preparing to doing some business..
Already gave deposit, it is a Flower Shop~
December 1 is open to business~If didn't any incident, will be successful~
And I is always ready to help them two~
But not easy..Need to learn flower arrangement..And learn type of flower ~
Hardworking yea..=)

My PMR....>.<
I can say what??
Just hardworking yea karkar ==''

What happen to me??

Ouhhh.....!!
What happen to me just now??
Why can i had this feeling just now!!
Please........hold on.........hold your feeling......please.........T.T
Do you understood karkar? Before two month you already gave up..
So please don't please don't!!!!!Please don't have the feeling again!!
He won't he won't okay??!!! T.T


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Headphones ^^

Yesterday...wahahaha xDD
I bought a HEADPHONES~~~~
Before I already need bought a headphones,yesterday let me saw the headphones style same with DONGHAE(Super Junior) in "SEOUL" (song)~
Wahahahaha,no need go MY STARS bought~And also cheap only ^^

Let Shows PICTURE =)

fuuuuuuuuhhhh...........

One month didn't write blog already..
This "one month" many happens..About FAMILY,MONEY,STUDY..
Now..Now just can getting some rest..
And really too much things i want to say..
But I am lazy =p

So just tell what changed in my life,okay?xD
My laptop had a new skin^^
Now so handsome already xDD

And........................................... .................................................... .......................................

I MISS YOU

=.=''
ignore this...


My family relationship so confuse now..
But is changing..
I think we can do it =)
"FIGHTING" for my family =)
Good Luck and we will be happiness forever ^^

During the exam,i thinked my english is getting bad..
So hurt to me and I am so hard to improve my english now~
Do it hard karkar!!!!!

Movie today

Watched "SALT" and "The Jade and The Pearl"just now..
Just back from Wangsa Walk~
Watched two movie together in a day~

"SALT"
Nice,because it is my love Angelina Jolie =)
The whole movie just can used in one word " COOL" ^^ I like ~
But the end got some not prefect i think~

"The Jade and The Pearl"
Got some nonsense but it FUN!!
And romance ^^

And other way~
KARKAR fighting!!!!
My target 2A in PMR..
SE HAZEL is waiting me =)
Don't go away from me..I will get a good result and get you back home =)

Spain WIN~

Yesterday night didn't sleep,watch world cup~
So today didn't go school wah ==''
2.30am start until almost finish that time spain goal~~
yeah!!!so high~~
Because support Spain more than Netherland^^
Netherland always get yellow cards~
Hurt Spain many time>.<
But now SPAIN WIN!!woohooo~~~~~~~xD
Chukahamnida^^

The 4th album^^

The ring and my hand =)

The Light sticks =)

BOUGHT it and GET it!!!!!!

I bought the ring yesterday!!!
Work 2 days get RM80=)
Use half to bought it ^^
Very nice^^And i get my 4th album already =)
hahaha!!=D Lucky my 4th album no any hurt..^^
But i can't get the card of Eunhyuk/Leeteuk/Ryeowook/Donghae/Sungmin..
The card i get is Shindong,and shindong's sign=)
Its okay^^I'm love shindong also xD
I'm not only bought the ring yesterday,i also bought another things =)
The Light sticks of SS2^^
I'm bought it because prepare March in next year =)
They got a concert in Malaysia in next year March^^


And they got a new song ^^ "No Other" =)
Very nice^^ Sound like english song ^^
And I want to say in here today xD


WULI HEECHUL OPPA!!!

Saengi-lchugha haeyo,
nan elpeu,naneun yeong-wonhi dangsingwa hyeongjeleul bohohabnida~
SALANGHAEYO KIM HEECHUL!!!

21 JUNE!!

SAEGIL-CHUKAHAMNIDA WULI RYEOWOOK XI !!!!

前天我补习回家后,在客厅看epop..
我大姐说有话要跟爸妈讲..然后就上房间了..
我就看到大概11点多,也上楼去了..
要开门的时候..听到我大姐房间里说话的声音..实在很清楚...
他们在说着我..我本来真的想不理的..
可是他们在说着我...
他们说我已经开始叛逆了...
真的有点荒唐..说我喜欢SJ喜欢到不可理喻...
就这样说我是叛逆...
然后我听到连我妈也开始说我已经是叛逆到不行了..
我开始崩溃了..连那个我最谈得来最信任的人都说我叛逆到不行...
妈...我在你心里真的是这样的吗?
当时我真的不知道该怎么办?
想进房间可是会发出声音,那他们就会知道我在房间外面..
可是我真的听不下去...他们说的每一句话都很刺耳...

我像个傻瓜一样..在房外傻傻的不敢动...
然后实在听不下去了..我开门进房间....
然后哭了...
我真的想不到那个我最谈得来最信任最爱的妈妈...她竟然也不相信我...
那时候的心情实在是糟透了...
眼泪流不完...
好想找个人说出来..
当时只是想到二姐一个..可是她还没回家..我就sms问她在哪里..
因为我本身有喝酒,早上的时候我托她帮我买酒..所以她以为我催她回家..
她就直接打过来..
当时一听到她声音我全部哭出来了...
我二姐吓到..然后我就说妈妈讲我叛逆...
然后我姐答应我早点回来陪我喝酒...
可是我心里太过不舒服所以睡觉了..我每次不开心就睡觉的..

早上..我看到我妈...
我心里有种很不舒服的感觉...
一点也不像母亲的感觉..
我一点也不想看到我妈..我知道不应该..
除了必要我才回答她问的东西...然后再也不讲话了..
我觉得很荒唐..我妈竟然觉得我太过疯狂喜欢SJ，所以说我叛逆..

可是我喜欢他们是事实..你不能阻止的..
可能在别人眼里我很傻为了偶像可以不顾一切..
可是他们在我心里不是偶像那么简单..如果觉得更加傻的话..
我不认为我傻,因为还有更多人比我更加疯狂..
我不会放弃喜欢他们..
家人怎样讲我不理..我只守护好我的哥哥们..

The things ^^

The things buy from "My Stars",not only i buy in Super Junior..Also have SHINee ^^The two L shape folder of SHINee,and other is Super Junior xDD That the last photo is just tell you guys is my dream ring,so share with you guys..Because i thought that is special and nice ^^

The Poster of Super Junior^^

The L shape Folder =)

Key Chain or Phonelines of "Ryeowook", "Eunhyuk" and "Boys In City Season 3"..

SuJu(SUper JUnior) and ELF ^^

Cup of Ryeowook =)

Phoneline "Super Junior and ELF"

The Last!!!!Do you see the boy,Eunhyuk's ring ..That i want to buy next time !!Fighting!!That is my dream ring ^^The square ring ^^

Heart so pain..But happy =)

Today finish school me,JS and LY together go Time Square..
Because heard people said Time Square have a shop just only sale korea star's things (周边商品)..Called "My Stars"..In 5th floor..
I just only want Super Junior and SHINee~

When waiting the monorail,we saw a group of passegers from HongKong..
Suddenly got a people come and ask JS "Can you help me take a photo?可不可以帮我影张相？"(cantonese)
JS said of course okay lah..But the people take the camera and gave his friend,then walk and stand in JS side..JS so confuse what was it?Not help your take photo meh?Why become you take photo to me?But she smile also,because already said okay to the passeger,its too late cannot said NO..
Me and LY in behind secret and smile..Because just now the people asking can helping take photo that time..I was ask JS and LY "Who best in photograph?"I haven't finish ask,JS already gave the people pull and go to take photo..haha =D

When we reached Time Square,go for lunch 1st xD~
And find the shop at where,finally found it,its too high when found!
We inside..and see many many many many about Super Junior SS501 SHINee Girl's generation 2pm and more...Can't finish said..Its too many ^^
Then we "rub rub rub"(cantonese) "rub"(means is buy but also can say in rop)all the things about Super Junior!

I get shock when I saw the RING by Eunhyuk!!That was my dream ring..OMG!I want,but I can't >.And many things about 320 that day,but its too expensive >.<
I just buy some cheap,but its too high when seeing Super Junior,so a lot of things i also didn't ask how much and take >.<

So the problem is come =.=''

When calculate the things of mine that time..Walao...RM50...RM60..RM70...RM80 I seeing she pressing the calculator and no stop continue pressing RM90...RM99 when press until here..I know my heart already broke >.< My money is flying...
I don't know why..She still pressing >.<>.<

I almost fall on floor and faint...I didn't cry in the shop..But my heart already crying...>.< OMG~This was a big blow for me..BIG BLOW!!!!

BUT............................................
I didn't regret =) It was deserve because it is Super Junior ^^
Money is the most important in my life..But if spend in Super Junior..That was deserve =)
So the feeling of mine so confuse today..Happy or unhappy,happy and unhappy >.< ^^

But also cannot be nothing happened..To punish myself is I need to find a job.. >.<
Because money is finished>.<

I will upload photo about all the things i buy in "My Stars"~And the ring also in next post..
Now is too tired..And cannot continue writing..So....
Good Night Everybody =)
Have A Sweets Dream^^

Iron man 2

It late to post this up,because i haven't upload photoxD
"Iron man2" inside the techonology is make me crazy fall in love =)
Is a not bad movie=)
Before we(friends) watch movie,we take dinner in Sri Rampai..
Called "Italian Conepizza"
I never eat this before..
So share with you friends yea^^

Don't do something you will regret

Computer its came back..
Super happy man =D
But other way,
Exam is coming soon..I don't like,hate exam hate school=(
But need to finish form 5 also>.<
I want read course of hair after form5..
That is my dream =)
So i need to "fighting" noh~Aka!!
It all because of my future=)
And hope everybody dream come true ^^

Nothing is important than family and friends..
I will love and treat them well before im still alive..
I hope everybody can understand it..
Everythings maybe just only one chance for you,
so don't do something let yourself will regret in the world..

Im so regret after I do some mistake..
I want to apologize to you in here..
Because i can't contact you anymore..
IM SO SORRY..
Maybe Im mature or I already big girl now..
So I know before that mistake is all of my wrong..
I was do some mistake but you forgive on me,and gave another chance to me..
But I didn't understand what wrong im..
But now..I know where is my wrong..
But its too late..Sorry...
Im so sorry..

If I can contact you,
the first thing I need to say..
Is apologize and thank you..
You let me know what is happiness..
And the first time I feel that im important..
Thank you=)
You will be a people in my heart I never forget..
I love you forever^^

Yo!!!!!=D

现在在云顶，
本来不想上的，
可是妈妈叫我上来帮忙二姐拿行李，
他又不要做了==
很出奇为什么我可以写华语吧xD
这都要谢谢我二姐！^^
他在云顶认识的其中一个朋友是电脑天才！
见我电脑太多问题所以帮忙一下。。
哇～～真的要谢谢他！！
所有问题都不成问题了（可能对我来说比较先进）
所有讯雷啊，电影下载啊，还有最重要就是我电脑有华语了！！
还有很多很多software！！HIGH 到！！xDDDD
看来给我二姐带上来也是件不错的事呢=)
之间还很后悔的说，呵呵
不过过几天他（二姐）才下来呢。。
还要等多几天，电脑才回归，
不过没关系啦！！
我等！！哈哈～～
再过几天我再post上来=)
那天就是我电脑回归的日子了！！
拜拜=）

Finally..

Finally,
you still haven't put down she..
Even you always said how you hate her,
how you don't like her..
And warning us don't said to you something about her..
But your heart already told us..
Since that day,you wouldn't forget her anymore..
Maybe im not your friend,and i cannot give comment to your feeling..
But can you for sure that you really don't like her?
If you still loving her..
Then don't let yourself hurt again,accept she..
Maybe she will give you happiness..

Don't care who i'm saying in this post..
I just vent it in here..

Because I love you..
I don't want see you hurt..

Boys In The City =) (Super Junior)

Sick..
Not shuang...
Cannot sing,cannot play,cannot eat..>.<
Miss you..Really miss you..==''
And this few day..
Jiejie/gorgor go genting highland worked,take care yourself..
And take care your leg xD
Don't let the roomate make you crazy..
I will miss you,jie^^

Other way, about Super Junior
Intro a movie to you all guys,
the movie "Oh My Lady"..Korea movie,Siwon is the movie characters..
And I'm waiting Super Junior 4th "Zhuan Ji"^^
If you guys like Super Junior,support oppa..
Oppa,Fighting!!=)
Saranghaeyo^^

This world is very realistic

So long as know your true features or some reason
They will at once gradually leave you
Reason leaves slowly with various
Then gradually to forgot has this friend
Otherwise you ask he knows this person
He will answer this is who
Well cruel reality
I have a few of best friend left gradually already
Those say me is his good friend before,that was also leaving
Good reality friend
Could not blame them
That was right
But I just sad...

Tired..

When I'm woke up,had tears discover on my eyes..
I'm so hard to woke up in these few day..
I didn't get nightmare..no sweets dream also..
But i was fall my tears..
I'm so toilsome..in everythings...
When i am slept on my bed..
I can don't think everything in my mind..
That time is relax..
Sleeping are good for me..
But not enough to me also..
Even if i slept more,there vexed to be always one by one arise again..
It can only suppress vexed that is chat with you..
But when i know you leave me..
All trouble are back to me..
Now I am missing you..your tone,your face,your figure,your message,your solicitude..